Sometimes it feels as if I am lost.
I stand on the outside and stare in on life.
I can only watch as the mistakes unfold.
Why did I not see the fault in my actions?
Why couldn’t I step in and stop the shame?
Do others see me as I see myself?
Do they know I am lost, adrift in the wind?
Where am I going, where have I been?
I think it’s time I take control
Find my way and make my choices
I need to be more than I am
No more drifting, just getting by
Time for me to be a better man
Faking my life no longer an option
Living the fullest is now my plan
Okay, What if ? 
I like this. I hope your life becomes fuller by the day.